Progress, What Progress?

Hmm, so much for starting step two. It hasn't happened yet and am not sure when it will. It seems like whenever I think I'm ready to start something new, other stuff gets in the way. I'm learning to admit that, though I want to start or work on something specific, it's so easy for me to get overwhelmed and thus, not do much of anything. And this is one of those times that life just interferes and gets in the way.

Even step 1 hasn't been going so well. I've had other health issues going on, somewhat related to the partial hospitalization program that I had been in, that's caused me to slow down and go back to the starting point again.

My appetite has only been so-so lately which can be a good thing in some ways but in other ways, it's not because I know for a fact that I'm not getting in all of the nutritional things I need. And I haven't been using any kind of time table as to fixing meals and eating. Instead, I just eat something when I'm hungry enough and take the time to fix something. Such is life, eh?

Right now I feel like I'm in some kind of zone, just writing for the sake of catching up here. And I don't think I'm saying much in a cohesive way, so I guess I'll just stop here. When the brain fog goes away and I read this again, I'm sure I'll find stuff to edit out or delete, but for now I'll keep it as is...